There is no comment that might hint at what he might wish to do to her later that night, nor does he seem inclined to touch her in some unbidden way to illustrate his interest. Of course, no every single man she has been on a date with has been forward, much less forward to the point of boundary crossing – but by the time she has invited them to her home, some natural banter in the direction usually followed. Not that she she hasn't been known to change her mind at the last minute, if the pay-off did not seem quite as sweet as she had initially hoped.
And yet she is not thinking much of a pay-off in this moment. She wants him, and it has to be him, it has to be him on her balcony with the wine, and it has to be him in her bed later that night, if she can quite make it happen. It is certainly him she is thinking of kissing, wondering if he would come to be so at ease that she could let down his hair and tangle her fingers in it. There is no business reason to this, no clear advancement that she would think him inclined toward granting –– and that makes it quite confusing to want him this much, for nothing but the sake of his company.
"This is the most pleasant date I have had in a long time," she admits, perhaps partly drawn by that smile of his, and she would like to curse herself in the next moment, as she is prone to doing for any personal revelation.
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Date: 2021-11-28 09:42 pm (UTC)And yet she is not thinking much of a pay-off in this moment. She wants him, and it has to be him, it has to be him on her balcony with the wine, and it has to be him in her bed later that night, if she can quite make it happen. It is certainly him she is thinking of kissing, wondering if he would come to be so at ease that she could let down his hair and tangle her fingers in it. There is no business reason to this, no clear advancement that she would think him inclined toward granting –– and that makes it quite confusing to want him this much, for nothing but the sake of his company.
"This is the most pleasant date I have had in a long time," she admits, perhaps partly drawn by that smile of his, and she would like to curse herself in the next moment, as she is prone to doing for any personal revelation.